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Sunday, April 26
Actually now i rilli don't know wad to write edi.
Singapore get Twilight for oral! What do we get??
“John is a very hardworking boy. He helps his mother and does revision. He is also very kind. He helps the teachers carry books and….”
=.=
Aar, anyways.
I lost my appetite for quite some time. I keep saying I 失恋~! Ha-ha...
But really, i dunno why =(
Help me, David!
Why did I just say tat^?
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Thursday, April 23
World Book Day!!
When in the “Book Sale”(very lame, man), tyhe “Book Sale” only take up 1/4 of the 礼堂. SWT!!!!
Found out who Wee Jin likes.
Having suspicion....
When in the book sale, A6 come in and W/C so shy!! LOL!
Demi new song??
Listening now.
Kool!!
P.S. Don’t ever ---- your friend ---- --- ---- ---/---, even – you’re ------. -- -----.
Wednesday, April 22
Black : Matt (Mon)
White : Xiao(3) Song(4)
The, uh, Secret Recipe cake knife
Emma Roberts on my bro’s phone. –.-
My dad and his fren, talking…isn’t this supposed to be mom’s birthday?
The half cake (My dad was scared we couldn’t finish the cake---so.
The family(and me in my pyjamas NOOOOOOOO!)
The unclear shot of my mom’s earring
XD SO COOL!
Sunday, April 19
I dreamt Shin Yun committed suicide!
I cried a lot in the dream.
AND i cried after I woke up
=(
DON’T DIEE!!
(^same to you, WC)
Lol, if you’re planning on killing yourself, think about the people who would be
CRYING OVER
YOUR GRAVE
Bye
Saturday, April 18
运动会 DAT time
In front of PCGHS
珍珠奶茶
Ahh, people?
The guard
Lol I think this is Jia Wen’s mum
The poor abandoned kitty who mysteriously disappeared
The boys : Jing Yan, Zi Yung, Jerome, Choon Jing, XM, Ruby
Aah…this….
Dear Santa Claus,
It must be hard being Santa. So many people write letters to you, telling you what they want. I bet you take the whole year to read the letters. I don't wanna put more trouble on you so I just want something.......
I want my dad to come back.
My mom and dad have been divorced since I was 1. I never had any memory of my dad. I only know his face by a picture. Mom won't let me see the rest. She burned it all.
My mom tells me my dad doesn't wanna see me anymore. She says he moved to England, cause he knows we can't afford to go there.
My mom said he never wanted me.
She said that I was an “accident”. She said that he had tried to kill me before, when I was 3 months old. She said he was supposed to marry another when I was born. She said he was forced to marry her because of me.
She said he wanted to kill me so that he has no reason to be married.
She said he got fed up. She said the scars on my left arm was because of my dad. She said its the only thing he has left for me.
I.... I don't believe my mom.
My dad must have gone to England because he wanted to earn a lot of money for me.
My dad written me a thousand letters. My mom burned it all.
My.....dad loves me.
The scars on my left arm was an accident, and my dad had gotten more scars trying to save me.
My dad must have been really sad to leave me.
But he had no choice.
It....its all true. I know its true.
I just want my dad to come home and tell me that its all true. I want to see him. I want to spend my Christmas with him.
I don't want to spend another Christmas all alone in my apartment, not knowing where my mom is.
Santa, this is my only wish.
Your friend,
Marie
6 Years old.
19-12-98
i dunno if this is true or not
says:
"A post office found this letter among the bunch:"
Lol
People with problems.
Crying out for help.
Think they’re the worst.
While we think the same.
A Night in the Clouds?
Probably better than a massage.
I know people who have problems.
I have problems.
Everyone has problems
I want a night in the Clouds…
New Template
REACH FOR THE STARS
Also changed CBox.
Heh…
Ooh, and my header….
and description….
You like?
Friday, April 17
I WON’T TELL YOU
I WILL NEVER TELL YOU
CAN’T YOU
UNDERSTAND
THAT?
GEEK?
i am so not happy with this
http://picasaweb.google.com/ycyeap/2009#
叶老师’s page
Have you ever
known?
erm
so….
went counselling again
din say much coz she tells vice-head
HAH
sometimes i jz wish….
Sunday, April 12
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting
I’m through with doubt
There’s nothing left for me to figure out
I’ve paid a price
And I’ll keep paying
I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
’Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I know you said
“Can’t you just get over it?”
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it
I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don’t mind sayin’
It’s a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they’d write me a letter
Sayin’ that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over
I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
’Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I’m not ready to make nice
I’m not ready to back down
I’m still mad as hell and
I don’t have time to go round and round and round
It’s too late to make it right
I probably wouldn’t if I could
’Cause I’m mad as hell
Can’t bring myself to do what it is you think I should
What it is you think I should
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I’m not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I’m still waiting
Dixie Chicks – Not Ready To Make Nice
erm…..chat with zini
ytd parents cum and….well, y’noe.
haiz~
why ppl c mae-yen is victim n we as culprit??
adult dun understand.
and that mae-yen, she din get anythin clear n she tol her mom
ITS NT MY CAMERA
heh heh
Thursday, April 9
Sunday, April 5
This time my mum is sleepin
but she let me play
she kelian me
MUAHAHAHAHA!
but i was hoping she let me play ltr cuz nw she sleeping i can secret play.
=.=
nvm oso gud.
zhi go out liao
T.T
az him 2 buy stuff 4 me.
he TOOK my earphones.!
at first i charged him $10 rent but he say he buy me $10 ringgit worth things and i can use his headphones.
but shu is using.
=.=
ah, well.
secretly playing again
feels weird not cleaning Lassie’s cage…
Aah.
Slept on the floor yesterday
dunno why
i put an extra blanket on the floor and slept on it.
surprisingly,i could sleep
woke up in the morning.
then moved back to my bed
lied there for a while
then got up and ate breakfast…
PS.sumtimes i tell my bro abt skul. n sumtimes when i tok abt wan chi and shin yun he rolls his eyes and say :"Great friends…”. might wanna wonder why,guys??
Saturday, April 4
Friday I cried. No one knows why. Shin Yun asked, didn’t tell her because, don’t know why she expect me to say in front of so many people.
Cried because Lassie died Thursday. D=
I was just looking at the picture the std.3 person drew and I started crying. Wan Chi and Zini keep saying…”real, fake, real, fake…” would i fake cry with no reason when I’m ALONE?
Haiz…. Still remember when I bought her and Laddie. I had no where to put them so I put them in a basket. They kept climbing the basket and I kept pushing them down. Lassie was my first choice…. coz’ she was active.
The day Laddie died. I thought : How could a female hamster literally murder a male? She fought Laddie successfully over the pipes. Laddie had infection and died.
The first day she bit me. I guess I held her too much. She ran away every time I came near. Then one day it was time to clean her cage. I tried to grab her. She ran and bit my finger. Owe, that was painful. I was hurt.
The day she got blind. Zhi Hang left me a note saying that Lassie was acting weird. She was frantically running around, falling and bumping into things. There was the final conclusion : she was blind.
Well, it sure took more work to take care of her. We cut up apples for her to eat and for the water, there’s juice inside the apples. Routine for everyday : feed Lassie.
The last day she had left she didn’t each much. Sometimes she sniffed the apple but still didn’t eat it. I thought maybe she got full eating what Zhi fed her or by eating her own poop. Told Dad but he just said: “这种动物不会死的啦!”.
The last hours of her short life. I tried to feed her but she didn’t eat it. I banged the cage and blew at her. She didn’t come. She just had a few steps then closed her eyes again.
The day she died. I was going down for dinner thinking everything was fine. Mom and Zhi told me Lassie had died. I saw Lassie just lying there. The fleas were still flying around her. I kicked the cage. Aw, man.
Zhi was better at taking care of her then I was. He always told me to feed her and I always just did it. Sometimes I didn’t remember. Mom thought she died of dehydration. Dad said she was old and sometimes hamsters get blind before they die.
Aw, Lass. I just wished you gave my one last squeak. I don’t even remember when you last squeaked. Just wished you told me. Now I don’t wake up hearing you running the wheel. Your cage is empty and, horrors, clean.
Sorry, Lass. I should 'a been a better master to ya’.
….Lol?
Saturday…….
Yipee??
Now a lot of things I can’t use.
1. The 爱theme.
one time i keep using the 爱theme for my blog header. after i upgrade my windows live messenger i use the 爱 theme again. then i found out wan chi’s MSN name(not display) is “永远爱你”. so i can't use it. but i still use it as DISPLAY name coz i LOVE the 爱 theme.
2.The cute theme
found out wan chi’s header is <3 棒棒糖 <3 Lollipop <3 so can’t use liao.
3. The hearts,wings & angels theme
i used to always use the wings,hearts,angels theme for writing ppl’s books(biodata). this year, 1st book i write Marcia’s….but wan chi already drew heart+wings on her page, can’t use…..for my faves i dun wan so average write “favourites” “Faves” “最爱之一” so i drew/write <3s. i saw wan chi’s page, she gt write lidat in her biodata (wan chi’s <3s) OMG FED UP! DIN CARE i din change.
reason y i cannt use these themes is because wan chi dun lyk PPL COPY HER. truth is, actually i
think she copy a lot of ppl.
Friday, April 3
Thursday, April 2
secretly play ryt nw.
shinyun i saw d I Think I hate You (lil’ bit in my dashboard)
MUAHAHAHAH! i noe u angry dat tym
bawryn la.
dunno when can play…
=.=
my mum go out buy things.
so secretly play lor.
impatient.
byebye n
DUN
UNFOLLOW
ps.wan noe hu XM lyk…..val ryt???MUAHAHAHAHAHA