The word ‘death’ freaks me out.

I mean, when I die, where do I go?

Do I even go somewhere?

Heaven?

Hell?

Or is it like I’m sleeping, I just don’t feel anything?

Man.

I feel bad for Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcett.

Its not a suitable age for dying.

50, 62.

Plus, MJ’s kids.

They’re so young!!

Ugh.

But Natasha Richardson is the worst. Coz’ she was only 40+.

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a lot of things happened this week and I don’t know how to explain it.

My mom and dad gone out to dinner. Mom said we can do anything we like including this, she said after all, we have been very hard-working.

I feel bad. I haven’t been hardworking at all.

I should be, because I only get 2 more chances and I want a handphone but I just CAN’T SEEM TO FOCUS.

I feel really guilty right now.

The feeling anorexic people get when they’re eating junk food. o.0

okay, that was a totally pointless sentence, forget it.

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Watched Princess Protection Program.

Touched my heart.

We all wish for a friendship like that, but the truth is, we don’t get it.

Every time there’s something interfering.

But – I’m 12, I got lots more things to expect.

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To tell the truth… I don’t like Blogskins.

All my friend’s blogskins blog i am lazy to read.

the words are just so small….

I dunno how to describe it.

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Seen Miley’s…. other pictures.

Man, is she disgusting.

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Freaked out about everything.

That’s how life goes…

When you’re young.

=)

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There’s no such thing as NO CHOICE.

Everyone has a choice in the mind.

Its your choice whether or not you want to be bothered.

Your choice if you want to panic.

Your choice if you don’t want to change anything.

You can’t blame other people.

Coz’ mostly, what you feel is your choice.

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